Currently “Hear Me Out” by Lila Rose. 📖
Jay and Maddox 💜🙃🍌🍌🍌🍌🍌
Man, I been dying to read this book and finally gotten the chance to read it because I wanted to read Beast story. Plus it sucked that he lost his hearing I hope that he continues to talk more I also wish he could get a hearing aid that is so awesome. I thought he and Knife were cute together and glad that the brothers accepted them. I mean why shouldn’t they I mean they accepted Julian and Mattie not only them but Billy and Pick even though they have Josie. But to me, the guy that called Knife a sick fuck was hella rude. I was hoping there will be a story about Jeremiah and the girl Pooky or at least some girl he cared about plus I want the story of Handle and Della. I cannot wait. Btw, I also think there will be another guy couple after this. If so I will read that and the others to come. 🙃
Fear keeps the truth away from his brothers. Fear and pain keeps him away from the man he loves.
Hawks MC member Maddox “Beast” Lawson had a difficult time growing up. Tired of being ridiculed because of his effed-up brain-to-mouth connection, it was easier to say nothing at all. Living in silence worked out just fine until that b*tch called Fate took his hearing, not only that, but she also threw him into the arms of the man who refuses to acknowledge that one hot night they shared.
Jay Conger, Knife to his brothers, loves pussy. Licking, fingering, screwing, he’ll take it any way it’s offered. After one surprising night with Beast, to say he’s freaked out is an understatement. Hell, even bananas have taken on a new meaning, and thinking about a certain someone’s body is too much. Unable to think straight, Knife is at an impasse, not only with his traitorous desire but with his heart.
Both lives are going to change. Only will it be for the better?
Read between December 16 – December 17, 2017
sensorineural hearing loss.
Screwing my face up at the thought, I shook my head and went to take another bite, only to pause and slide my mouth down slowly on the banana. Wasn’t bad. I could handle it. Why in the fuck am I thinking I could handle a dick in my mouth? It touched the back of my throat, and I gagged, only to choke when Mena and Dive suddenly appeared in the doorway. Dive’s eyes widened. Then he smirked and asked, “What in the fuck you doin’?”
I tore the banana out of my mouth, only it was still down the back of my throat, so I retched a little, breathing heavily through my nose. Quickly chewing and swallowing what I could, I shook my head and gave him the middle finger. Mena shifted into the room and over to the coffee maker. Finally finishing what was in my mouth, I shot daggers to my brother and replied darkly, “Eatin’ a fuckin’ banana. What in the hell you think I was doin’?” He’d better think of his life before he answered. He shrugged, his eyes dancing with humour. “It kinda looked like you were giving it a blow—”
“He’s saying, what gives you the right to come at us like you are? Who in the fuck do you think you are by stating I call him Beast instead of Maddox? Who does this shit? As far as he knew you were out of his life.”
Still, before I left them to whatever was happenin’ between them, I lifted my hands. Never out of your life. Before I turned and made my way back to my car, I caught Beast’s eyes widen.
Anyone could see she was his girl. She had his eyes, his hair colour, and his mouth. I knew, hell, I knew, it was his mouth because I’d looked at it enough. Knife had a child.
“Yeah, baby girl, you’re mine and Hawks. We take care of our own.”
“You do.” She nodded. “At least Beast is here to help.” “It’s like the blind leading the fuckin’ blind. Neither of us have dealt with a kid before.” “Then it will be good to learn together.”
Their names together sounded like shit. Beast and Ben. B1 and B2.
Shit, I’d be sure my parents would somehow find out too, and that’d be just bloody brilliant. They already hated me for turning my back on them when I was in my teens. But there was no way in hell I wanted to take over Mr Frank Conger’s, also known as my schmuck father’s accountant firm. Not only was he corrupt with his accounting, which one day would blow his arse wide open, but he was a lying, cheating, arrogant arsehole. He hated I wanted nothing to do with his business, so he’d hate me even more if he found out I was even thinking of turning gay.
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, I’m gonna cry.” My arms wrapped around Mena, who lay on my upper half to keep me down. “Hold me, Mena.” My voice shook like the biggest pussy out there. “One.” “I swear to Christ I will punch you in the tit if you count—Holy shit!” I roared. “You cruel, cruel woman.”
I swear I was walking crooked. I wished I had a portable fan so I could pull my I-didn’t-realise-they-were-so-tight jeans away from my groin and blow some cool air on it.
Fuck it. I was claimin’ him. He was mine. I was his.
“I don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks as long as you and me are happy. But I want this. You and me. Together. Yeah, I’m new to it all, but fuck, Maddox, I want to learn, and I want you to teach me. I ain’t goin’ nowhere, and neither are you. We got something between us that could be so damn good. Nothing and no one will step in the fuckin’ way. Which also means Ben has gotta fuck the hell off. I won’t share. And I know you won’t either. Thing is, I wouldn’t look for anything, not when I got you to come home to.” Shut up. He signed.
“You’re her daddy also, so you gotta help your man out and bathe her. I’ll clean this up before I clean myself up.”
“So fuckin’ glad I dry humped your arse in my sleep in Sydney, since it led me to you, and to findin’ love I never thought possible.”
Kindle Edition, 284 pages
Published August 8th, 2017