Out to Find Freedom by Lila Rose

Oh… this book is so good. Heck, I already knew it would be since the other books to these two series were good… I already know I’m going to be finished with this book by tomorrow that’s like 2/half days maybe one day. 

Book Review:

Out to find freedom was awesome. 

*** There are a few spoilers throughout this review****

This was awesome…. definitely didn’t get disappointed since I already knew that this book was going to be good. Like come on; the whole series was a 5-star read. I can’t wait for her to write about everyone kids… seriously… but anyways…

I was glad that Emmie found love and comfort in Ryan… like it’s crazy how you never know any of the guy’s names until you read about them when they get their own book… like Ryan always been Warden.

Plus; Emmie aunt was a horrible woman, and I understood why Emmie didn’t want to be around when especially when it came to what her aunt Gloria did to her while living in that basement for two years…I definitely wanted to slap that girl Harriet since she wasn’t a TRUE friend… especially when Emmie was the one who kept Harriet safe and alive by not trying to do anything that could harm that girl family. But in the end only time Harriet came to see Emmie was when she found out where she lives just to get a story for the news.

Smh what a piece of crap pot… she should’ve let her die… I know that’s mean but sheesh but at least Ryan was there to get rid of Harriet crap pot self… clearly she didn’t care about what actually happened to Emmie just wanted a story…

Emerson (aka Emmie) ended up with a real family once Ryan and his friends save her from those horrible people… she got what she always wanted after her father died. I know he would’ve been happy that she ended up with a loving and carrying family, especially after what she been through. Plus; her aunt does anything that she thinks she did… meaning Emerson still ended up getting a guy to love her even with her scars. Where her (Gloria) and her pen face friends will rot in jail for a long time. I did feel bad for Donny and the older woman who tried to save her smh.

Not only that I realize that maybe they kept Emerson around because they needed her signature to sign for the inheritance that she was getting from her dad… who I kept thinking was her grandpa for some reason. But with that being said, I can’t wait until the next book to come out!!!!

Kindle Edition, 213 pages
Published July 30th, 2019
Edition Language: English
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Book Description:

Death and pain. 
They surround me. Hold me hostage, refusing to let go. 
But I want to survive. Want to fight. I just don’t know if I have it in me. 
Maybe dying would be better. 
It’s the break in the shadows that gives me hope. 
When I look at him, all I can see is light. 
So now I’m out to find freedom. 

Private investigator Ryan Warden doesn’t know he’s moved next door to people he would put behind bars in an instant. Nor does he realise a sleepless night could lead him on the right track with the case he’s working on. 
He certainly doesn’t expect Emerson Spence. 
What he does know is he has to stay away from her. She’s been beaten and broken. She deserves to live freely while learning and experiencing things in life like any young woman should. 
He’s too old for her. It’s better to stay away. 
If he can. 

Author’s note: Out to Find Freedom starts out intense and dark, then moves into a very slow burn romance. It’s also set six months after No Way Out (Stoke and Malinda’s story from the Hawks MC: Ballarat Charter) but it can be read as a standalone. 

Warning, triggers may occur 18+

Outplayed by Lila Rose

Current read….. had to rush to read a different book just so I could start this one. Lol not far in it; let’s see how it goes!!!! 

Book Review:

It was good
•••Spoilers but not as many•••

That’s cute when Link said that Izzy wanted to do his hair I had to laugh at that part. Hopefully kind of sort of maybe Link would get a book too…. especially if he keeps popping up in this one…

But anyways; I really liked this book; and was glad that Talon sister Violet found herself love again with her ex-boyfriend Travis. At first, I was like who in the world is Travis when the author stated this book would be out this month. I had to go back to “Holding Out” with Talon and Zara… to figure out who Travis was 😂 I’m like ooooh he the guy that kidnapped Zara and was Violet old fling… but thank god he got rid of Pam… I didn’t even like her in Holding Out when she accused Zara of attacking her when Zara did no such thing! Plus; it’s hilarious how people kept popping up at Travis house unannounced like dang he needed better security because they surely do suck anyone can come into his house. At any time of the day… like dang!!! But at least in the end both Violet and Travis found each other, and more Violet accepted that she did still care for Travis, and her brother Talon accepted it though he doesn’t want Travis to hurt her which I understand.. & Izzy got a mother (step-mom) in the end…
P.S. I’m ready for the author to write the books about the children…. because I swear Maya and Texas might hook up… because when I was reading OutGamed, I was like hmm… it’s something there…


Book Description:

Violet Marcus’s life is settled. She has it all: a place of her own, a business where her temper has its uses, and great people who work for her. 
But something is missing. The problem is, her stubbornness refuses to admit how lonely she actually is. 
She lost the one man she thought she could marry, a university love, but when their careers drive them in different directions they went their separate ways. 
Now he’s back. 
He’s also changed. 
Unsure if she wants to hug him or throat punch him, she keeps her distance. Or tries to. 

Travis Stewart moves to Ballarat for one reason—to have Violet back in his life. His love has never diminished. Not through the years, the distance, or even in the underworld he finds himself a part of. 
He will always love her. 
Now he just has to convince Violet that his heart is hers, and his soul isn’t as black as it seems. 
His mission is simple: get Violet to understand they have a future together before getting kneed in the balls. Easy, especially as he refuses to be outplayed.

Out Gamed by Lila Rose (Author)

This book is really good. I’m almost finished too. I’m reading this and two other books… but this one is 🙌🏽👾📖

Book Review:

I love this book it was lit. I’m not going even to add any spoilers but maybe I will because my mind goes to a lot of places and is thinking a lot when I am writing my reviews.

So let me start by saying this book was lit. I definitely enjoyed it and was ready for Nancy and Gamer to get together… I love that his name is Roman beautiful name for an awesome man. I thought sure that guy I don’t even remember his name well last name that wanted Nancy would be a problem. But he wasn’t a problem for both Nancy and Gamer thank God.

What I do know I am ready for the stories on everybody kids especially Texas (Dive and Low son) and Maya (Talon and Zara) daughter. Like hmmm, what will happen there. Not only that like Will each of there kids end up with each other; I can’t wait until she writes the children stories. But anyways I was glad in the end Talon accepted that Nancy wanted to be with Gamer and he wanted to be with her. Talon was very grumpy, but he loves his family and friends. Glad in the end Gamer moved to Ballarat to be with Nancy. I just wish they could adopt a child or something so that she could’ve given Gamer a child though he doesn’t want any hmm. I’m just saying… Also, their age wasn’t that far off; in my opinion, he was like thirty-seven; she was like fifty-five.

Kindle Edition, 114 pages
Published April 2nd, 2019
Edition Language: English
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Book Description:

Roman “Gamer” Power didn’t know what a good life was until he became a member of the Hawks MC and Talon took over as president. Happy from being needed with his skills on the computer, his life is content. He can even go without the woman he admires from afar. A woman he’s dreamed of having as his own for a long time.

But the time to stand back waiting for her to heal is gone.

Nancy Alexander’s world ended the day her husband died. All that keeps her going is the love of her kids and grandchildren. Happiness only makes itself known when her family is around. Then something changes. A certain biker, a certain young biker, shows her she’s not just a mother or grandmother. Instead, she’s something more to him.

With an age gap she’s unsure of and her heart still torn, can Nancy finally be out gamed by Gamer?

Senseless Attraction by Lila Rose (Author)

This actually a good book; though the first part with Skylar had me wanting more ugh! 


Book Review:

***Not that many spoilers but……****

But I want to point out that Tristian was way meaner well he was mean whereas Kane wasn’t mean at all. You could tell that Kane liked Skylar whereas Alexandria when it came to her Tristian…..Act like a prick; and mean but he realizes that he shouldn’t care what people’s thought of his relationship with Alexandria. You could tell that both he and Alex liked each other. & the same go for Kane; especially by how he took up for her at the movies and during the time at the fair with his ex-Donna and Skyler friends. I figure that Skylar ex-guy (I can’t even remember his name) was trash. I was glad that they found love in each other. & that Sky and Alex parents both found love in one other. I never knew that when Sky mom got shot that Alex dad was at the store and got shot too. They both were brave during that time. It also was interesting that they ended up in the same hospital room during there stay…

Published March 10th, 2014 (first published February 11th, 2014)


Book Description: 

*YA novel*

For 15yrs and above.

Three parts. Two points of views.

Never one to care what others think, seventeen-year-old, Mt. Henry High School student, Skylar James, is content with it that way. That is until she’s assigned her history partner, rich-boy Kane.

Being invisible at Rushton High School is just how seventeen-year-old Alexandra Harmony likes it. That is until she’s asked to tutor bad-boy Tristan.

What does it take to make opposite yet parallel lives collide

Senseless Attraction.

Out of the Blue by Lila Rose (Author)

Currently reading📖 “out of the blue” I love this series ⭐️

Book Review: 

I’m always down to read a good book.
••••spoilers it’s a possibility••••

I am never disappointed when I am reading this MC hawks stories… they always end up being good. God can I just add that I hope the author makes a story about Nancy and Gamer; because I want to see if they will end up together; even though it will make Talon mad.

But anyways I wasn’t disappointed at all; like God it only took me two days to finish this book, that’s how good it was. I liked how both Easton and Lan took their time with Parker; they knew he needed time; especially Easton. He knew that Parker was confused it took talking to Knife, and a more taking to Liam for Parker to understand his confusion to why he likes the two men his partner and his lover. In the end, he finally came around and found true love that made him happy and smiles more. Can’t wait for the next book; even ones about the kids … This book was worth a 5 star ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️


Book Description:

At forty, Lan Davis is looking for his damned picket fence and 2.5 kids. What he doesn’t expect is instead of a wife in the picture, his mind keeps conjuring up images of two men. One, his partner in the force, who is as straight as they came, the other an ex, who he’d hurt but never forgot.

After an incident leaves Lan injured, the two men rally around him… only maybe they shouldn’t have. It seems a medicated Lan is a truthful one.

Parker Wilding is pissed at the world. His anger builds when his partner refuses medical care after an attack. Instead, Lan entrusts his neighbour to take care of him—a guy Parker doesn’t trust. While he’s aware they share a history,
when the past is revealed, the truth shocks the hell out of him.

Being emotionally crushed ten years ago, Easton Ravel hoped he would never have to see the man who broke him again. Hope is a fickle b*itch. And now he’s not sure how to handle being face-to-face with the man he once loved. Add in the mix the annoying, testy Parker, and Easton finds his limits are pushed.

Just not in the way he thought they would be.

What happens next sure does come out of the blue.

*PLEASE NOTE* For 18+ only. 


Kindle Edition, 382 pages
Published October 23rd, 2018
Edition Language: English

Fallout (Hawks MC Caroline Springs Charter #6) by Lila Rose (Author) (Editor)

My current read 📗 @lilarose78 … I already knew this book was going to be good 🤷🏽‍♀️ ………. I’m hoping the author add another story with Alvin; Muff; and Gamer in there 🙏….. I know it’ll be good and interesting Because everyone I read was. And only one of her storylines pisses me off. That was with Saxon & Nary….. but with this story it was good. Y’all should read this series 👌🏽


Book Review: 

>> So many thoughts, and opinions, along with a bunch of SPOILERS in the inside of this review<<<<<

I hope the author will write a story about Alvin, Poppy brother (I mean he still a Hawk right)? I want to know what happened to him to make him the way he is. He cannot do with Switch (Dang, dad). Not only, that, I hope she writes a story about Muff and even Gamer. I hope so. Towards the end, it has me curious with East (Easton), And LAN! Not only that maybe Parker and Alan have a thing; and maybe all 3 Lan, Parker, and East will end up together or just LAN and East. Cannot wait for that story either because I am curious now -@and want to know what up with Lan and East.

When it comes to this story, I’ve wanted to read Fang and Poppy story, after readings book five because of what happened with Fang. For one I already knew this book was going to be good. Like every book, I’ve read by this author (no ) every Mc hawk series I’ve read by her was good. The only one of her storylines pisses me off. Was that of Saxon & Nary….. but with this story it was good. Moreover, you weren’t disappointed at all from beginning to end it had my attention. Cannot wait for the next book. I know it’s going to be a good one.

I still think that Parker and LAN are dating or something because something isn’t right about that situation. Plus, what’s up with the men beating him up. Gosh, now I’m curious. Especially when Fang and Poppy son Nate mentioned he wasn’t going to be missing with a girl or boys like Uncle Beast and Knife but when he said Uncle Parker but was cut off by Charlie (Poppy father who’s his grandpa). I was done for because I wanted to know whom Parker was kissing lmao ugh I bet it was Lan ugh. I hope the author makes this book soon got to be this year.


Book Description: 

Poppy Torian has been in love with Jerimiah since she moved to Caroline Springs. Only he didn’t know she existed until her dad joined his father’s MC club, the Venom’s.

Friends. It’s what’s she been assigned to, but Poppy wants more. Biding her time, a few years to be exact, she goes to make her move. But when she overhears Jerimiah saying things that crack her heart, she runs.

In an emotional state, she makes a grave mistake and heads directly into the path of trouble. Poppy has no choice but to leave town; it’s the only way to protect the people she loves.

Jerimiah “Fang” Liang has dealt with a lot of crap in his life. A corrupt father, an MC he doesn’t want to be a part of—until he changes clubs and hooks up with the Hawks MC—and the loss of a woman he thought could be his forever. Until she left him for four years, without giving a reason why.

But sh*t really does happen for a reason. She’s back in town and is the one woman who currently doesn’t want anything do to with him. But Fang is determined to change her mind, to help her out and win her over… despite the possible fallout.

Kindle Edition, 239 pages
Published May 8th, 2018

Break Out (Hawks MC: Caroline Springs Charter #5.5) by Lila Rose (Author)

BreakOut (Book 5.5) to the “Hawks MC: Caroline Springs Charter).

I don’t even like biker men or find them attractive lol🧐😂 but even reading this series I still can’t find my way there. But I can say I like me some fine white men though ♥️👌🏽🌝🤷‍♀️ 👏🏽👏🏽
See this is like the 4th book I am reading smh! 🤦🏽‍♀️ because I’m actually reading a paperback book 📖 including two ebooks and this will be my 3rd book 😩
I be reading books and doing assignments for my three classes. Life be tiring as *** 🤷‍♀️



Book Review:

Handle put that Handle in Della and made a baby 

Ohh I knew this book was going to be good. I didn’t even have to think about.

… Spoilers here and there..

I love Handle and Della story, I was glad they both found Love in each other. Especially with what they both been through.

Handle with the murder of his wife and losing her and thinking he’ll never find another like Jenny. His brother was the cause of his love to die. And having the hawks kick his *** because of his bum of a brother. I was glad that Pick came in a save him for dying too. Because Pick understood Handle and his situation because he was once there before.

And to Della situation with his sister getting killed by a evil man Melissa demon ex husband. Who I’m glad finally got his ***killed. Because he not only hurt Ashley sister but Della too. With drugging her and letting his men rape her.

And then her parents disowning her because she went after the man who killed her sister.

In the end I was glad they both made each other happy Finnegan (Finn) aka Handle and Mardella aka Della. I love the fact though she was learning to get her control back from what those men done to her she confined in Handle. And ended up with his child. So cute. Good story cannot wait to read the next book to the Caroline Springs Hawks MC series with Fang and Poopy. I was like who in the world is Fang lol then I realized who he was lol. But anyways I’m hoping for a story with Elvis too.


Book Description:

Pain. It was something Finn “Handle” Kaidion knew well after losing his wife. Pain was what kept him guarded against any further relationships.

Pain was also something Mardella “Della” Kent felt after losing her sister and from being dragged into the pits of hell by a madman. Only he was no longer an issue. Instead, having her parents turn their back on her was a new reason pain kept beating at her door.

Can two people learn to trust and live free from their past sorrows?

Kindle Edition, 133 pages
Published January 9th, 2018

Walkout (Hawks MC Caroline Springs Charter #4.5) by Lila Rose (Author)

Walking Out (book 4.5) by Lisa Rose! I’m glad this one short lol! So I can finally get to book 5 🙏🙃😩 this book good too but I need to know what happens in book 5 😂 like hmm …



Walkout (Hawks MC Caroline Springs Charter #4.5) by Lila Rose (Author)


Book Review:

Book 4.5 Dallas and Melissa with her Viking Man and his Tiny Women 😂💜

This book was short but still was good, even though I was glad it was really short. Lol because I was ready for book 5. I wanted to know Beast story why he didn’t talk or anything. Also, I was glad that Dallas and his brothers murked the guy that Melissa was married to because I cannot stand a child molester or any person who is a pervert and want to harm women of any age. I am also Glad Dallas found Love in Melissa I wasn’t sure who Melissa was in his story when I was reading each description of the books in the series until I figured who she was in book 4 with Sax and Nary.

Walkout (Hawks MC: Caroline Springs Charter #4.5)
Read between December 16 – December 16, 2017
“I’m here, you’re mine. No one fucks with what’s mine. I plan to take the motherfucker down, and I’ll do it smiling knowing what he did to you.”
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“She’s not your wife. She’s mine. You forced her to marry you by threatening her people. We don’t take to threats well,” Dallas said. His eyes flicked to one of Jimmy’s men. “Move again, I’ll have my brothers kill you.”
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“You get in front of my woman, keep her from me again, and you’ll pay.”
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“No one will ever touch you again but me. Only when I do it you’ll love every fuckin’ second.”
Mark as Spoiler
Please, God, Satan, whoever the fuck will listen, give me strength to not kill the man.
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Handle was right: She’d lost too much. And now it was time to gain everything and a lot more back.
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Book Description:

In Living Without, Melissa and Dallas’s chemistry skyrocketed. It’s finally time to get up close and personal with this hot couple in their very own novella, Walkout. Get ready to discover what happens when Dallas chases Melissa all the way to Sydney to claim her back.

From her one visit to Melbourne and the Hawks MC compound, Melissa Stevenson knows Dallas is who she wants. There’re just a few problems with that: he’s a douche, a pain in the arse, and a stubborn, sexist pig. Still, it’s a whole heap of fun to tease her Viking man.

Relationship. Dallas Gan hates the word. As far as he’s concerned, women are nothing but a good time between the sheets. It’s only when the sassy Melissa shows up that he realises some women give as good as they get. Now she’s under his skin and he can’t seem to get her out.

Even with the warning from Dallas that once he claims her, he will come for her wherever she is, Melissa leaves. It’s now just a matter of time before he makes good on his promise.

Wading through lies and danger, Dallas has a decision to make. Is it easier to walkout on love and never look back, or will he give that dreaded “relationship” word a chance?


Kindle Edition, 129 pages
Published May 23rd, 2017 by Lila Rose

Living Without (Hawks MC Caroline Springs Charter, #4) by Lila Rose (Author)

This book I know I’m going to be so pissed off throughout the whole thing I am hoping what went down at the beginning of the book. Mind you I am not even far I’m only on chapter five. I hate reading b📖 Ooks where children or women get hurts. Reading the Hawks Mc Series and now the Caroline Springs series, not one has irritated me as much as this One. When perv ass men do or harm the women that are dating the Hawks MC men! But this one ugh 😑 I can’t even finish but want to because I want to read 4.5 and book 5! I know one thing they better get Barney in this book because I hope doesn’t go into 4.5 with Dallas!


Book Review:

Sax and Nary 💜

Spoilers…. just a few.


I thought this was so cute that they lost their virginity together. I swear I thought he was a thot like literally from him kept flashing those women in her face. Because he kept pushing her away. Because he assumes she wouldn’t love him back and love him because he killed his mother, but in the end she did. I thought maybe his mother abuse him with sex like Pick mom did but his mom abuses him with her hands among other items. His mother and father both are evil people.

When I first read and started on this book, I sure didn’t want to finish this book Because I cannot deal with women getting abuse hurt or raped. I was upset for a little but went ahead and continued reading the book and was happy that Baxter got what he deserved with his little bucket top head ***



Book Description:

For the past four years, Nary May’s heart belonged to Saxon “Vicious” Black. Despite the painful reality of unrequited love, her feelings never strayed, no matter what he did. But there comes a time when surviving means letting go.

What she never expected was to find herself fighting for her life and trying to survive a new form of torment threatening to swallow her whole.

Saxon was broken. Never feeling worthy, the last thing he ever wanted to do was taint the woman he loved. But it was easier to push and walk away than leave himself open for more heartache. However, when faced with the possibility of losing Nary to the monsters that invade her dreams, the time to run was over.

To save her means risking it all, but to continue living without his heart was no longer an option.

***Contains: Explicit sexual situations, violence, disturbingly sensitive and taboo subjects, offensive language, and very mature topics. Recommended for age 18 years and up***


I thought this was so cute that they lost their virginity together. I swear I thought he was a thot like🤣😂🤦🏽‍♀️ literally from him kept flashing those women in her face. Because he kept pushing her away.

Kindle Edition, 126 pages
Published November 7th, 2016

Down and Out (Hawks MC Caroline Springs Charter #3) by Lila Rose (Goodreads)

Currently “Down and Out” by Lila Rose 📗


Book Review:

This book was good, but in actuality, the goofy people always have tragic in their life. I was waiting for Dive to be a goof in this book but his book was sad to happy at the end, it’s so adorable that he the hoe of the group has a child. It was also awesome he did date Simone even though she died that was sad because he found someone to love but lost her gain a son and another woman who loves him and he loves back not only that she loves his son Koda. I thought the baby name could’ve been Dakota lol! And poor Nary I bet Batman has taken her Barney I’m not even hip to his name that owes tried to snatch up Willow because he’s not important. I do wonder if Jeremiah had anything to do with it but only time will tell with Dive going back home to find Nary with his brothers and Sax finally claiming his woman.


Book Description:

***Down and Out focuses on relationship and personal struggle for Dive, more than the MC side of things, you will find out why in the first few chapters***

Stricken by grief, Kalen “Dive” Brooks drifts away from his MC brethren, only having room in his life for his child. Worried for his son, he’ll do anything necessary to protect him, even if it’s admitting he needs help.

Alone and vulnerable, Philomena “Mena” McAdams has lost it all: her parents, her husband, her job and her home. Living out of her car, she’s learned life isn’t worth regrets. When Mena takes the job of nanny and housekeeper for Dive, she doesn’t know what she’s getting into, but neither does Dive.

Can they learn to love again when things are so down and out?



Kindle Edition, 184 pages
Published June 15th, 2016 by Lila Rose